My Manman

Hello, manman, how’ve you been? We never really got to talk a lot these past few days ‘cause you’ve been very busy with school – which is understandable for students like you haha. Anyways, I just wanted to clarify things. I’m sorry for demanding too much. I guess you’re right, hindi pa talaga siguro right time for us. It was, for the most part, the spur of the moment brought to us by the sudden interaction we had on that platform, the excitement instilled with our exchange of conversations. It was fun while we weren’t busy with our own lives. But I must admit, that in the span of that short period of time we exchanged conversations, I was ecstatic, hopeful, and I dare say confident that something real could’ve been realized. I get easily attached to people, manman, I tell you. Especially when they reciprocate the energy I’m giving off, or so I think they do. Funny it might sound, but a little while after we started talking, I believe I like you.

I like your voice. I like you smile. I like how active you are in your personal interest. I like how you are calling me Ly. I like you, Aiman.

When you started to have less interest on chatting, I was really sad, but I kept telling myself that it’s just you not wanting to interact with anybody on messenger. As I said, as much of a patient and understanding person I am, I’m also much of an overthinker, and it’s on me, it’s something I need to work with, with myself. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you off or something, I’ll try my best to be better with it, with you. Aiman, you gave me a week to think about what is this that I really feel for you, and with every push and pull I just kept on falling deeper for you. There we’re those moments where I had to say to myself that I should stop, I deserve better, this and that, but most of the time I was hopeful. There’s something about you that kept on pulling me to your strings. It’s as if I’m enchanted by you. I really like you, manman, and if you would, please let me continue on adoring you. It’s true, we were moving at a fast pace, but hopefully we can help each other to move on a pace where it’s comfortable for the both of us.

I’ll keep on waiting for you, manman <33

Sincerely, your Ly.